FEARS

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FEARS

My fears always outnumbered my angels, 

they always know when to blow me down!

they come out from the darkest holes-

to give me another sleepless night!


I was afraid,I was lost!

but I never understood why!

I was terrified, I was scared-

as the darkness drenched my heart!


well! they were creative!

you should give them the praise!

they made monsters and demons

from the tiny dreads I had!


They all hit me when I was low,

they tortured me when I was weak!

I used to hate them and I -

always ran away from them!


But one day , I fell down!

I fell and fell until it almost felt like flying!

And then came the glorious landing,

and I shattered like a glass vase!


It was the darkest hole.painfully cold!

It was so dark ,I couldn't find myself!

then they came my fears and I-

braced myself for my nightmares!


My shoulders sensed a cold grey touch-

and I opened my eyes to inquire!

there stood the monsters in a row

who tormented me all my life!


I tried to scream,

but my throat was parched!

I was so tired of running!

I sat down to let them have me!


To my surprise there came no growls,

but a sense of calmness  and love!

I raised my face to see some wounded eyes

who deserved to be heard!


i heard all their stories and pains

as I  discovered my sorrows through them!

the darkness lifted up

and light seeped through!


Now I sit down with my demons!

I laugh along my monsters!

I no longer run from my fears

as I realized they are my gloom in disguise!

SAANIKA S LAL


[ we all go through such hard times and these turning point bring out a stronger version of ourselves!! To all who is going through this point of life its OK to be afraid!! just have some courage to share your feelings! And you will be fine in the end.

 I know the ending was kind of a cliche! but that is life! how else could you explain it?(also i wrote this poem as a 24 hrs challenge so she didn't got the time to develop😁)  our blog got a total view of 350 just in this short time!!!which is a big deal for a blog!!soo thenks! and  you can recommend it to your friends if you wish that is😜.oke beei !spread love💓] 

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