MY WISH THAT WILL NEVER FULFILL (my very first poem)

 MY WISH THAT WILL NEVER FULFILL

TO  BISHOP MOORE VIDYAPITH AND  MY WONDERFUL TEACHERS💖

I dream  to play with animals!

I dream to dance in the rain!

I dream to eat wild fruits!

But my life is to breathe polluted air!

my life is to sit aside with plastic toys!

 my life is to take  in umbrella in rain!

my life is to taste poison and dirt!

my life is to live in an unhappy polluted world!

SAANIKA S LAL

[helooooooi! I am back! I dedicate this one to my dearest "fan"😜 Aziiiiiii💖koch paranja karnam anatto ithu postunne💖

you could say 12 year old me predicted the future😕. ennalum

  look at that repetition,imagery and rhythm! I wrote this when I didn't know there were things such as poetic devices (enna cheyana njen oru pro aai pooi😁😜)

i was not posting for a while! it was not because I wasn't writing,it was because I didn't want to share them😅 they were kind of dark and sad and depressing and I wanted to spread unicorns and rainbows in the world cause u know its 2020 ,everyone is sad😕 i will post some of my old old creations and share with you the stories of the young cute and innoccent saanika😁 )

THIS ENTRY IS LONGER THAT THE POEM! BCZ I AM SHARING WITH YOU ONE OF THE HAPPIEST INCIDENT OF MY LIFE! YOU CAN IGNORE IF U WANT BUT IF I WERE U I WOULD NOT😅]

by the by story timeee!!! The verses you have just read is history! it is the turning point of the writer in me! the very first step! the very first appreciation! (ichiri koodi pooi ennalum kedakatte😋)

 the year was 2014! I was in 6th standard and our school organised a class wise hand made magazine contest!we were soo stocked and were doing everything to create the monstrosity "aksharadeepam"(light of words) which still rest in the VIP shelves of BISHOP MOORE VIDYAPITH's Library!!! back to the main plot! so our class tchr SAROJA ma'm wanted everyone to participate by contributing some kind of  articles. and everyone were coming up with puzzles and stories and adaptations and all! And to be honest ! I was kind of lazy to do any research for articles and puzzles ! so I decided to write a poem  (cause you know I was the Wordsworth of our time😂) and hence the birth of this creation! I was kind of proud of it but I never really thought of it further.

days of hard-work ended!!and it was the publishing cermony. ( I think it is the right word malayalathil prakashanam)And our principal DAVID ABRAHAM sir was the main guest! he unraveled our magazine and talked a bit and was going through the book. that is when saroja ma'm intervened like an angel and showed sir my poem! he was so impressed and saroja mam was so proud of me! and I  stood there like an idiot!!!! sir called me to the stage and read the poem along with me! he read each line and said I can still do these thing if i wanted .he said that our happiness is what we make of the world! he drew me on the side of my poem eating a mango  and dancing with my animal friends in the wild!!! 

legends says(my amma told me)that I was soo happy that I barely slept that night!!

YEP! IT WAS THE HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE! AND THAT MAGAZINE WITH MY POEM AND PRINCIPAL'S ART STILL LIVES IN OUR LIBRARY!

but now I am a former student... and it have been years since I saw my first ever published and appreciated poem!but I still cherish it in my heart]