HYPOCRITE

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 HYPOCRITE

I am a hypocrite!
I talk about both sides,
I don't know why, but-
I see everything in everyway!

And ooh! dear its hard,
taking decision is way too hard!
when all that matter is me,
I sympathize with my torturers!

when I ought to run away 
 for my  sanity and happiness,
I tend to stay in the darkness!
letting it in and ruining my colors!

I am a hypocrite!
I talk about self love-
and I do things  selflessly !
I say one thing and do the other!
 
I close the door for good,
but peak in once a while!
I tend to leave it open,
when it ought to be locked!

I am a hypocrite!
I say to love oneself!
when I loath myself!
I say one thing and do the other!

I am a hypocrite!
who smiles a lot to hide-
and cries beneath that hide!
and lives a world of lie!
SAANIKA S LAL
[ We all are hypocrites in some point of our lives! we say one thing and do the other! this hypocrisy is very common when its about treating oneself! we give out compassion and love to others who are going through bad times! but when it comes to ourselves we often forget to give the same ! we curse ourselves for the sadness and we blame ourselves for the pain! Which is the biggest hypocrisy of all!! just give yourself some love! you deserve it!!!!💖]   

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